midhalkita

                   couple other items 1 i have never been queer sex, a meth ordeal, and i sort of created this huge stir around wedlock and mass wedlock promoted under [unlisted ]2 i have been living under surveillance, that is approve and somewhat addicted to it, unsure about how to register subscription fees, and how to connect to mi surveillance, IP addresses. [i dont mind, the likes on Facebook viewing, and helping mi, get this all arranged and i need "to hear voices" too. surveillance contraband, these are the two things, i need regulated and negotiated as well] 3 i have a specific code of discipline i follow and ask others to follow when dealing with mi, they are everything in mi shrine [all combinations all representation and all perception, based on permission i give, and i need surveillance towards working with mi, and helping mi train] 4 i have a dream... it is "shaba umephfus" and "eternal crypt" that i am going to follow mi dreams, it is a creation that is 3 laws, phoenix nad sole, and 4 pillars, darkness in all directions, and it creation of the origin of life. that is manifests into everything i am doing A human enhancing artificial intelligence, B conjuring religion C underground business 5 i life in a brothel, shrine and throne, alone for now. with 30 Facebook groups and profile i write in regularly and i have a book i am writing and under surveillance, a website, and 40 orisha [Santeria] that matches from mi spiritual experience into a translation of Santeria that is almost description and word for word, translation [these orisha are all representation, all perception and all combinations] that create the discipline,but it becomes quite complex,  6 i am a sacrifice devoted to the sole, i am a free man, but i choose to life in these conditions, and devote mi life, towards mi own gods, of mi shrine and masters]  [it focus is not sexuality, but it is spiritual mediums, and social status, that i am looking more towards having periodic sex in the shrine, regularly, and issuing the shamanism, business and professions while basically. having sex as much as possible, and using sexuality as a medium instead of narcotics]  
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                   pay per view girl idea i just have a pay per view, i dont have a way to deal with the sexuality i have. due i have all this networking of mind, the fact is that i can have a shrine dweller sexuality, but i cannot get a women, whom i could respect, that is after the war, is gone, so i am basically alone.. the idea of having a pay per view girl, that just tells mi what to do, and has a lot of fun, is basically where mi sexuality is at. because i cannot have a relationship, its basically shaman dweller, because that is where i get all mi love. otherwise erratic sex experience, what do i need? just someone i cannot touch, and has not strong emotions attached right? what would i do with the shrine sexuality, its a major run around, not to mention i have deteriorated, and mental stress from sexuality. i dont think and dont want to "get off" so i am basically looking for a drone love, its awful, but in about a hour i am going to write about it, on this post. it a real shame, the feeling you get, before you get off, that you are in love and then returning towards normal sexuality basically let life, and all that you could say "i did not love it" but i am here and all i want is someone i cannot touch, and when i get on, that takes big dick, and when its not on, that i am working and back at the shamansim again, the question i have is "what does a women make of the r sex" because shamanism, and brothel, shrine and throne, you have to sort of understand, you a cannot e reals sure that would nt "f" someone up pretty bad. it might be the life if someone was a forever, but you cannot really tell, cause, basically, the heart and spirit is not a good tool for love, its great to have a relationship, but when it comes to sex its all up and down, and extreme towards dead zone, meanwhile, you are a separate entities, and it means nothing to you, unless you are basically "in the care" and point pardon, im not sure it is legal, to be a syndicate or do the throne, but it is a risky business basically. mi sexuality is out the door, other then ritual, and even i had encouragement, it is something i do, for women, exclusively, what do you tell a girl, when you cannot give her love but you love her, what do you say, when its all turned grey, and all you got is spirited desire, i have to do, but i dont need you. but i love you. riaaght? i love loa goddess on surveillance, she is mi girlfriend, but i am seeing that i have 133 messages from pay per view girls, and i could give any one of them a message towards living with mi. i sort of have this idea, that i have mi business and stuff, loa-goddess wants mi all to her self, but i could most likely, open up mi own brothel shrine and throne, without having to take dick, and i could easily find a pay per view model, on personals because like i said i have 135 of them, and i am just sort of waiting for loa-goddess, i dont know why i am waiting though, cause i have options. i will tune into media 97 and see what they think, there is always the option to have loa-goddess mi only friend, and have a pay per view, i dont know why i am waiting, i usually step right into things, i just dont want to lose and turn off loa goddess, but she is surveillance, and chancing are there is not going ot be a relationship for a long time, if ever, unless she contacts mi, i dont really see any other way to do it.